Salutations

Merry Christmas Everyone!

who i am was made by who i was

i don't know...maybe i should stop, cos the more i read other pple's blogs, i find that my life seems very empty and boring. must be a subconscious thing to compare myself to others. but no matter how it seems, i'm doing things i'll never do before. i'm thinking.

i'm drawing, and becos i'm socially in adept, i guess i try too hard to overcompensate. still, i have good friends, so i'm happy. i don't try too hard to be some super cool dude, or pose off as the hot shot. i'm me, which in anime terms means the guy who doesn't have a name. but i'm good.

guess i want to pour out my feelings into stories i really wanna try to draw. i mean, i wanna put my created characters in a position i felt, to be as humane as possible.

a boy cursed with an unfortunate past, trying to forge a future saving others, uncertain of his own fate
another jealous of his friend who is consistently better despite not knowing his suffering

just a thought for hopefully more human characters

laughing at self

i just found something while doing my tok essay, a self-quote i made in sec4

"Answers can never be found without questions."

kind of ironic now that i have plenty of questions...

b2b

back to basic: Timor Leste style

the place i stayed at had no electricity for almost the entire duration of the stay (thats 6 days out of 7 of just candle light)

i got whole body of mozzie bites (1st day was legs, 2nd was arms, 3rd was elbows, 4th was neck, 5th was ear, 6th was a revisit to existing spots)

i got TANNED (cool, now i'm not so pale)

i got lack of slp (last night there, i slept total of 2 hours, from 9.30pm to 11.30pm, and reached back home singapore at 2am)

so ya...

now i'm left with tons of problems i try to leave behind or trash.

one at a time...