Apologies for the year

so now i have to write a rushed apologies for the year.

i'm sorry that i've not been a good friend to all my friends
i'm sorry for avoiding problems that i should have addressed
i'm sorry for bringing problems to others when i shouldn't have (of which i am sure of at least one incident that was caused by me and still strains me and others)

and as the new year begins, i ask for your forgiveness which i still do not deserve.

This post goes out to all and one of my friends, of which they will know if they read. (unless my cryptic style is really so bad that no one understands)