conclusion

either watching house has created a separate persona/characteristic in me, or i'm really stressed. i am showing signs of fatigue and cracked personality.

fell asleep in the one hour recess period. woke up groggy and walked straight into bio lab with a sleeping brain. BAD IDEA FOR THOSE OF YOU READING THIS. anyway, a short lecture about location of cupboards and files later, i'm back upstairs solitary and asleep.

on the upside, i've managed to finish a chem paper 1 without much studying. i haven't started chem (doing math first cos i'm really tired of seeing crosses when i want marks), but its good to know that all my studying before midyears are paying off a little. though there is still lots of room for improvement.

and on the downside, i've becoming more sarcastic again. can't tell whether this is good or bad, have to wait and see if my sense of humour returns too.

i wanna do math. i actually really want to do math. also cos it's more interesting than studying 'The adventures of huckleberry finn" for english. that book is LONG, especially the last part. not to mention Paddy Clarke Hahaha is a bit more interesting and Siddhartha is the shortest most philo-based book.

starting drawing for a collab project with Julian. a fantasy story with two characters who are loosely based off ourselves. i modeled my character to be a bit more 'insane' yet showing a level of logic that would astound most of the other characters. appearance-wise, he should have unkempt hair like dante in dmc3, though he is much younger. he also knows a bit of swordsmanship, worked as a blacksmith's apprentice, and surprisingly is rather clumsy with a hammer. as a on-going joke i plan to add, my character is the inventor of guns in this fantasy universe, hence naming jokes and also the fact that only two or three people can actually properly wield it. my character and julian's are orphans (its a prologue explained event) and they work like bounty hunters. Julian's is the sage-like character, doesn't seem to fight a lot and he seems to be the brains behind their schemes. mine is his crazy foil, and whose seemingly mad schemes are sometimes the key to the problem. i haven't really discussed the details beyond this point, but i have thought of several plot lines that run along the course of the story. since its a collab, i'm hoping i can link up with him and let him do most of the story planning, while i do the drawing. as soon as i improve.