being a friend

the good part about being a friend: all your problems are shared

the bad time to be a friend: when the other person doesn't recognize you as a individual and/or friend.

but we still do the job anyway.

maybe that's why the world is a bitter place sometimes. you don't treat others as better than you, as a peer or beyond. you treat them as underlings. thats why everyone is sooooo bitter and angry. because when you discover that this 'underling' is actually better than you, you lose composure and go mad and angsty.

and sometimes the answer to all our questions are right in front of us, but we don't see them. thats why we need friends, they will place a sign right where we will notice it to show us the way to the answers, some would even take the answer and bring it to you.

but friends are also people too. they need their own time and space and have their own questions to answer. its a mutual relationship that needs to be established.


(you see, when i'm NOT thinking properly, i come up with all this more normal thoughts, and i don't go emo. i need a new hobby after fencing...)