who i am was made by who i was

i don't know...maybe i should stop, cos the more i read other pple's blogs, i find that my life seems very empty and boring. must be a subconscious thing to compare myself to others. but no matter how it seems, i'm doing things i'll never do before. i'm thinking.

i'm drawing, and becos i'm socially in adept, i guess i try too hard to overcompensate. still, i have good friends, so i'm happy. i don't try too hard to be some super cool dude, or pose off as the hot shot. i'm me, which in anime terms means the guy who doesn't have a name. but i'm good.

guess i want to pour out my feelings into stories i really wanna try to draw. i mean, i wanna put my created characters in a position i felt, to be as humane as possible.

a boy cursed with an unfortunate past, trying to forge a future saving others, uncertain of his own fate
another jealous of his friend who is consistently better despite not knowing his suffering

just a thought for hopefully more human characters