darn hopes

well, results could have been worse

chem: 73 (81 with +8mod, personal best so far)
amath: 53 (worse of all,personal BAD, +5mod later)
cmath: 82 (best of all, no mod)
physics: 63 (personal best since sec3, no kidding)
bio: 56 (personal BAD/worse...)
la: 62 (doesn't seem that great, but if you look at individual papers, unseen was 18![finally], set text was 13 [bad])
chinese: 70 (WOOOOHOOOOOO, BEST SINCE PRI4, i can't remember when i got so high before)[on a side note, i wonder how i lasted so long in higher chinese,haha]
ihs: 23/40...(WAAAAAA, WRONG POINT....SO CLOSE TO A GOOD GRADE...NOOOOO)
POD: 88 (one less mark than the best in class...sigh...byebye "top for POD")(on the bright-side, 34/40 is ok for the essay, less than last year...but then i'm not really that good)

set up my hopes a bit too high, but on retrospect, these marks are still ok...i improved my physics and chem, though amath deproved (must becos i stopped practise for a period of time...)

at least i can still take higher lvl chem...though higher lvl bio and math will be difficult to get in...sigh...

guess i should just trash the earlier 29 expectations...sigh...sadsadsad

somehow...the future doesn't seem so bright...that is this blog's future...sry about the sudden change..my pervious format sudden went crazy...my tagboard went offline...so i changed it, forgot my tagboard password and userid anyway...wanted something simple...

thinking about next year:
sadness fills me to discover the pain of leaving....or staying...neither is better than the other..either has its benefits,yet both have its disadvantages.it just makes you wanna cry on what you miss/gain...its so confusing...lost in waves of uncertain emotions and unable to swim to shore of cold logical thinking...

Exams are gone

i wanted to do a series of post of my version of humour in my subjects and sch...but i think i can postphone it for just one more post...

exams are over..great

here is my estimate for the papers:

Chem: at least a 70..(i hope) Praying for as high as 80...
Physics: if i hit 70 for paper...i'm gonna thank God
Bio: if i EVEN hit 70 for paper, its a miracle
Amath:same as bio...(my mind kept going blank,so the questions with more marks cannot do)
Cmath:should be ok...hitting 70~80...ihope...any higher and its a miracle
LA:BWAHAHAHA...no idea
IHS: that crap i vomitted out had better be worth it
Chinese: GG..very GG for compo...the compre should still be ok..i hope

for once...i worked so hard for chem and i think i might actually get a decent mark for the paper...as for Amath...worked hard, but apparently still not enough...

physics was quite lucky, i actually understood most of the questions there and had the formulas correct (application is another case)

Cmath had practise, so should be ok

LA was choice of stories....my stories should be ok...for unseen...>hehehehhe<

Chinese...can't tell, they changed the format from "o" style to "IB", so with the sudden change it's not that easy to get used to it

bio...TOO MUCH TO REMEMBER...

pod...hopefully get high marks

Lessons learnt from Finals:

a)there can be no such thing as enough practise when it comes to math
b)teachers also find exams boring, and they like FOX-brand sweets
c)adrenline does weird stuff to my head
d)i CAN BECOME CHEM PRO
e)the clocks in the auditorium are screwed up...i time on the dot and its always give/take two mins
f)bio has too much to remember...start early
g)bio is good for medical course...no matter what pple say (i should know...almost my entire family has some weird medical condition)
h)girls are MORE COMPLICATED THAN THEY SEEM....study bio-human reproduction....i forgot what adaptations a placenta has...too much to memorise...(note: at least 2/3 of the chapter on human reproduction is female...the male side is quite short...but at least they included vasectomy)

now...all i can do...is pray...

and wait..




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back to drawing again....