noob in the house

i haven't been able to do much over this week....but i do begin to realize a bit on how twisted my brain is in making me better....compared to my classmates, i'm probably one of the saddest among them...lets just record facts

1. i've stopped playing any popular games, so i'm officially not part of the gamers group
2. i seriously don't fit in with the smart guys since i'm not really smart
3. i'm not the sportsman....in fact i've still got hives though it doesn't appear much....so i can't fit in with the soccer guys, nor the bball guys
4. i don't fit in with girls well....period...

so where exactly do i fit in? i'm seriously an oddball in class most of the time, sometimes sarcastic, sometimes not really that sane,sometimes quiet, sometimes loud

up to now, i'm still not sure if my mind is creating personalities for me or am i really me?

i begin the vicious cycle again...but this time it doesn't seem to punctuate its point too harshly...i lose all problems if i'm helping someone...thats all that matters, for now.

meanwhile, on the saner side of life, i went and signed up with deviant art for an account.

http://titusleon.deviantart.com/

so now most of the better pieces of drawing (ie the hotaru one) will be posted there. however, i'll still post all my pics here, since some of them i'm still contemplating whether to post there.

more hw

so tired....knock out tired....haven't really done much work...still working on chem pracs and EE proposal....

pics about almost half way done....the sleeves are there, just need detail for them...then there is the collar and his back...and of course his head....ahhhh problems

happy bday to me, and you,,and you,,,and you....

as of this day of the post...i am one day from 17...and it's also auntie jo's bday...and the pope's bday....(the CURRENT pope...wow...)

my dad and i are like the odd ones in the family, we share our bday with really famous pple....he shares it with someone really infamous...and i share mine with someone on the other end of the pole....someone really famous (in a good way)...

as of tomorrow, i will be at the age i always wanted to be at...and will feel really sad that i actually have to age after that age....(sigh)...

haven't finished drawing anything yet...i'm working on one i started while preparing for my mock IOP (which i still haven't really submitted the draft)....it suppose to be a guy with a katana...but drawing the hands is giving me a head ache...and since i excel at drawing from a picture...this is one of the few times i am drawing without another model....so i'm using my hand and handphone to help me...(i take pic of hand in various poses and then draw it out...at least its better than without)

i show you what i've done so far


its getting a bit hard to draw the hilt...there will not be a tsuba...

this drawing is part of OP:A...cos the main character will get a katana in the story, but both swords he uses will not have a guard...(his other sword is a straight double-edged sword...he shatters it early in the story)

k, gtg, finish up my chem prac, ee proposal, and iop prep

taggie

good news pple!...i found my tagboard!...bad news...I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO INCLUDE IT INTO THIS LAYOUT....maybe i should get a new one....but this one is rather ok...so sorry, no taggie boardie yet

haven't done any drawings yet, too busy with finishing leftover hw

coldstorage stocked up on poptarts again...so i bought 3 boxes...BWAHAHAHAHAHA

mum cooked chicken rice (to prove to me that she CAN cook chicken rice) and it tasted great...(so i now know how to get good food...hehehe)

since i've been sleeping late on the long weekend...i predict i'm definitely gonna sleep in more than one class...haha

so in case i don't see you all out there, Good Afternoon, Good Evening, Good Night (truman show)