noob in the house

i haven't been able to do much over this week....but i do begin to realize a bit on how twisted my brain is in making me better....compared to my classmates, i'm probably one of the saddest among them...lets just record facts

1. i've stopped playing any popular games, so i'm officially not part of the gamers group
2. i seriously don't fit in with the smart guys since i'm not really smart
3. i'm not the sportsman....in fact i've still got hives though it doesn't appear much....so i can't fit in with the soccer guys, nor the bball guys
4. i don't fit in with girls well....period...

so where exactly do i fit in? i'm seriously an oddball in class most of the time, sometimes sarcastic, sometimes not really that sane,sometimes quiet, sometimes loud

up to now, i'm still not sure if my mind is creating personalities for me or am i really me?

i begin the vicious cycle again...but this time it doesn't seem to punctuate its point too harshly...i lose all problems if i'm helping someone...thats all that matters, for now.

meanwhile, on the saner side of life, i went and signed up with deviant art for an account.

http://titusleon.deviantart.com/

so now most of the better pieces of drawing (ie the hotaru one) will be posted there. however, i'll still post all my pics here, since some of them i'm still contemplating whether to post there.