Those days...
just found a website with ALL the DMC3 cut scenes, got all the funny ones too...
anyway its been a tiring week so far, monday wednesday and friday had national day practise, tuesday had comserv, thursday i can't remember, friday after school had the atmospheric meeting, that actually was the only interesting thing in the week.
i just been thinking about gifts and God-given abilities, and after much discussion with my father, i have to realised several point i like to shard:
1) No one has 0 gift/abilities...if you actually had none, then how can his glory shine in your life for everything is your effort?
2)With gifts come responsibility: there is no way that he gave it for you to show off and etc, he meant it for you to do his will, spread the good news!
unfortunately i have no idea what gifts i have, i try so hard to make each day the best, but i'm always left behind, i can not find that light in me, not yet, soon maybe
congrats to tts for becoming youth com member, your best friend here is encouraging you to do your best! and let not your age,maturity and personal matters stop you, you heard joshua, he grew up with them, among them, in maturity and spiritually, bring back the golden age to the youths!(sadly you and janice are the only two in our lvl...and now i'm starting to think what the others are thinking?)
been think lots, my throat hurt a bit, hard to swollow...need more rest, been working lots...now i think that i'm more of a supporter than the leader or headstrong person i was thought of...more backline than front,the old fears cloud my judgement, my new-found strength pushes me forward,my faith remains unscattered,my life no worse than before,but better even with synical people in the np squad.
i been living on lots of junk food and ok meals, hungry recesses and basketball games, between lessons naps, being "dao-ed" by the "hip" gamers gang and the "cool" club in class,i feel that everything is so stupid in class, people "living" on dota instead of proper food, being "cool" at the cost of your attitude in class, being who i am for what i am, not living up to people's expectations of me...
i have learnt lessons from the most unlearnable places. they say dota trains teamwork,if thats so true, then i learnt lots for just staring at a pile of empty CDs. i learnt that poser aren't what my classmates think they are, they think i'm a poser, what is a poser? someone who stands out?or someone who copies others?i'm option one...so bug off, i'm being who i am, that is special, no one is the same, everyone is special...
why do i do things that i do? cos i know i can do it, and others can't...why do i still help teachers with setting up their computers? cos i know i can,and my understudy is lazing around...so if i do this, am i a poser? what complicated definition is attached to such a simple word so that students have an excuse to shout at another...
so what am i? a human, prone to flaws, fighting for what i believe is right in a world of mysteries, a swordbearer of destruction or aid?i'll figure out, one day...
anyway its been a tiring week so far, monday wednesday and friday had national day practise, tuesday had comserv, thursday i can't remember, friday after school had the atmospheric meeting, that actually was the only interesting thing in the week.
i just been thinking about gifts and God-given abilities, and after much discussion with my father, i have to realised several point i like to shard:
1) No one has 0 gift/abilities...if you actually had none, then how can his glory shine in your life for everything is your effort?
2)With gifts come responsibility: there is no way that he gave it for you to show off and etc, he meant it for you to do his will, spread the good news!
unfortunately i have no idea what gifts i have, i try so hard to make each day the best, but i'm always left behind, i can not find that light in me, not yet, soon maybe
congrats to tts for becoming youth com member, your best friend here is encouraging you to do your best! and let not your age,maturity and personal matters stop you, you heard joshua, he grew up with them, among them, in maturity and spiritually, bring back the golden age to the youths!(sadly you and janice are the only two in our lvl...and now i'm starting to think what the others are thinking?)
been think lots, my throat hurt a bit, hard to swollow...need more rest, been working lots...now i think that i'm more of a supporter than the leader or headstrong person i was thought of...more backline than front,the old fears cloud my judgement, my new-found strength pushes me forward,my faith remains unscattered,my life no worse than before,but better even with synical people in the np squad.
i been living on lots of junk food and ok meals, hungry recesses and basketball games, between lessons naps, being "dao-ed" by the "hip" gamers gang and the "cool" club in class,i feel that everything is so stupid in class, people "living" on dota instead of proper food, being "cool" at the cost of your attitude in class, being who i am for what i am, not living up to people's expectations of me...
i have learnt lessons from the most unlearnable places. they say dota trains teamwork,if thats so true, then i learnt lots for just staring at a pile of empty CDs. i learnt that poser aren't what my classmates think they are, they think i'm a poser, what is a poser? someone who stands out?or someone who copies others?i'm option one...so bug off, i'm being who i am, that is special, no one is the same, everyone is special...
why do i do things that i do? cos i know i can do it, and others can't...why do i still help teachers with setting up their computers? cos i know i can,and my understudy is lazing around...so if i do this, am i a poser? what complicated definition is attached to such a simple word so that students have an excuse to shout at another...
so what am i? a human, prone to flaws, fighting for what i believe is right in a world of mysteries, a swordbearer of destruction or aid?i'll figure out, one day...
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